holding breath and keeping fingers crossed

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

So, school has begun. It's already the the second week but I feel like i have been here for two days. I've been so busy with auditions and work i haven't had time to sit down and take it all in. It's been terrific to be working with Nova again. I really needed her classes since i have been here with all the shit going on in my head. It's very different this year. I'm changing, people are changing. I had the opportunity to re-build a couple of friendships that slipped away for a sabbatical of great length last year. This all happened for various reasons, and there had been several failed attempts to fix it all. I had about given up but it looks like things are finally going to be ok. It's amazing how present people can be in your life and then in an instant they are gone. I think it may be giving me a sort of trust complex but i think i am getting better at scoping out who is substantial and who is just...There sometimes. Either way, I'm happy. This year is going to be different, i can feel it. No distractions, just me and the people who are here with me.