holding breath and keeping fingers crossed

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Summertime, and the livin is.........Different. I really feel like this summer has been like an entire year. Soo much shit has happened both amazing and confusing. I can honestly say that I have fostered over twenty new relationships with incredible people in the past three months. People who have supported me, grown with me, lost with me, cried with me, danced with me, confused me, intoxicated me, disappointed me, and walked with me. I think I am beginning to understand how to answer the biggest question hovering over my head for the past year...How to exist in a world w/out football games and senior proms. A world w/out movie nights at friends houses or rehearsals for the high school musical. Im learning to to live now in a world full of work, passion, learning, expression and people who aren't afraid to disappoint you because they won't have to face you the next day by the lockers. No, it's far to easy for them to run now, run and hide in a big city or in a town of ivy. Im so incredibly happy that I have come to understand this. I went through a hell of a lot of shit to figure it all out, but I'm grateful for that. So am just going to keep on dancin through life, so excited, so grateful, and very very ready.

1 Comments:

Blogger Kate Monster said...

You are amazing, love.

2:02 PM  

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